i saw the cutest guy at target today. his name was jake- something. idk, but i hope i see him again! (:

just your girl who's searching for the right one! (:

i just feel alone.

why don't i have anyone?
i want a boyfriend too you know?
how come no one notices me?!
how come i don't have the perfect good guy?!
i want a good guy.
a guy who is good to me in general!!!!

The truth though.

No one started to notice me or talk to me until i changed my look. I thought i was cuter back then. But i guess not. Do they even care to get to know my real personalitity? It's hurtful; how shallow this world is.
Every girl around me has her dream guy. When will it be my turn?
I know i said i wouldn't want to be tied down.
But i am lonely.
And i wouldn't mind being with the perfect guy. I just haven't found him.
Seems like everyone else has. :(
I'm sure if i wait long enough, it'll happen.
Not even saying phillip song's name is going to make me feel better.
It makes me feel even worse.
He doesn't even know i exist.

you have no idea how much i miss you.

last year dude!

ahhhh new beach boys album!!!!!

five mile drive is no longer my favorite place in the world.

apparently 30 years ago some girl was riding her bike alone in that place. and she was kidnapped and raped. and they say at night when you're driving home and trying to race your way out, you can see her at the gates just smiling.
but she has no eyes. and one time this guy said, "she approached me and asked, "hey did you know the woods are haunted."
creepy ass shit. i am never going there at night again. i always hang out there until dusk with my friends. then i had my brother pick me up. he said,' why did you make me go here alone to pick you up? You know how creepy it is here? haven't you heard of the five mile drive ghost?" yehh some freaky ass shit.