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i just think it's time for a new blog

i don't know what the fuck they be talking about.

they've said i'ver grown up.

this is the new doan.

 hey, i know it's been a while. but here i am.  i am really debating on if i should dye my hair or not. apparently there is this new ombre look, but i honestly, i believe that girls just don't want to waste money on touching up their long ass roots. (: i want to die my hair blonde!!! super blonde!!!

this is so exciting.

my brother got my dad a laptop!
i can finally be motivated enough to do typing assignments and college apps!
wow!!! everyone was freaking out about applying to uw seattle. i'm not trying to be mean, but half the people who applied aren't going to make it. it gets more and more competitive every year, and everyone isn't thinking reality wise. i on the other hand must get started on my hawaii personal statement, wsu essays and seattle common apps. this is going to be a long process and journey, but i really can't wait. i am excited, thrilled and frighten, but life comes with challenges that i shouldn't be afraid to overcome. i should think of them as fun. my dad's keyboard is really nice lol. i don't know if you know this, but i sort of have a thing for keyboards. by the way, i typed this whole thing without looking. i typed it pretty fast too!!! (:
i am not liking the whole windows 8 thing though. i really wanted the hp one because it has beats by dr. dre and it's white. but now knowing that it has windows 8 is really pissing me off. an apple is easier to use than this thing. no lie. it's so complicated. but we'll see what i decide. besides, my brother is the one insisting on me to get a mac. and hey, why not listen to the guy who knows the most about computers in our family. but i'm afraid it'll get ruined easier. ehh, what' to worry, by then, i'll just by insurance or warranty, and just get a new one whenever i'd like! right?!
anyway, i haven't been on the computer to much. that's why i barely blog. but soon, i'll be on, and you'll all be happy. i will make a journal on here of my senior year process. this is definitely a whole new me!!!!

ewww! i no longer like the kardashians!!! (:

i am in love with the idea of having someone there for me. but to have a boyfriend?! now that's a whole different story!!!

I love sundays. But i hate homework.

Just at home. Doing nothing but trying to do homework.
Its hard to do homework when you're watching the kardashians. You know what i mean?!

Tell me why i need rehab!

Tell me why i am getting better at nails.
I have to get my license this week or at the end of this month.
I promise i will start driving soon. I am tired of asking my parents to take me everywhere.
I have to start on the college applications. All of them.
I must catch up on my homework.
I must plan the nhs meeting and keyclub meeting.
I need to buy shoes for homecoming. (:
I need money!!!!! (:

Guess who got asked to homecoming?!

Yes, this girl did.
I am so thankful for everyone in my life this year.
I hate my junior year. I was the one who screwed it up.
And i won't ever let that happen again. I am trying to delete every memory of last year.
This year has been so good to me.
I am so grateful for that.
This year will be the year i try hard.
The year i actually take my time to work on.
I'm not going to surpass these memories. Hell no.
Things are getting good and i'll make it better.
I hope that with my hard work of over coming my past;
I'll end up as the person I've always hoped to be!!! <3!!!!~

Senior year!

3 AP classes.
Vice president of keyclub. I do all the work.
Cross country practice.
AP Gov. Test for tomorrow.
Mentor meeting.
College success foundation.
National honor society.
French Club.
Job applications.
College applications.
License.
Sats.
Sats prep.
Scholarship.
Leadership!! Omg.

hi phillip. i'm wanting you. although i don't know you.

i just hope one day, this will get me noticed! (:

one day.

i'll be your dream girl.
I'll work hard to be it.
Then you'll finally notice me.
And I'll realize you weren't the one if it took you that long to notice me.

i saw the cutest guy at target today. his name was jake- something. idk, but i hope i see him again! (:

just your girl who's searching for the right one! (:

i just feel alone.

why don't i have anyone?
i want a boyfriend too you know?
how come no one notices me?!
how come i don't have the perfect good guy?!
i want a good guy.
a guy who is good to me in general!!!!

The truth though.

No one started to notice me or talk to me until i changed my look. I thought i was cuter back then. But i guess not. Do they even care to get to know my real personalitity? It's hurtful; how shallow this world is.
Every girl around me has her dream guy. When will it be my turn?
I know i said i wouldn't want to be tied down.
But i am lonely.
And i wouldn't mind being with the perfect guy. I just haven't found him.
Seems like everyone else has. :(
I'm sure if i wait long enough, it'll happen.
Not even saying phillip song's name is going to make me feel better.
It makes me feel even worse.
He doesn't even know i exist.

you have no idea how much i miss you.

last year dude!

ahhhh new beach boys album!!!!!

five mile drive is no longer my favorite place in the world.

apparently 30 years ago some girl was riding her bike alone in that place. and she was kidnapped and raped. and they say at night when you're driving home and trying to race your way out, you can see her at the gates just smiling.
but she has no eyes. and one time this guy said, "she approached me and asked, "hey did you know the woods are haunted."
creepy ass shit. i am never going there at night again. i always hang out there until dusk with my friends. then i had my brother pick me up. he said,' why did you make me go here alone to pick you up? You know how creepy it is here? haven't you heard of the five mile drive ghost?" yehh some freaky ass shit.

tired from cleaning.just hung up advertising on my wall. one step closer to my future homes.

so i've been gone. here's what i've been up to...

Nothing like eating at subway alone. going to pho on hilltop. getting your gibon's frozen yogurt in north end. some bomb azteca. an simple italian restaurant in north end. ahh my love for north end. dim sum in seattle. a night on chat roulette with the girls and a quart of coffee starbucks ice cream. a simple father's day pig out in a garage, where i put some apple cider on the rocks.

graduation night.

my gurls from school.

the best night of my high school years; so far.

you know washington sucks, when it's late june and you still gotta wear a hoodie to keep yourself warm.

a night out

with the girls

ahhahaha my bestie!!! best car rides ever!

jammin and enjoying cold june weather. ahh the heavens.

enjoying the sunset down at owen's beach.

i love how the sun reflects on my face.

eating at subway alone becuz my madre starves me and my family pisses me off!!!!~~~ :(

long time crush though...

bored on a monday afternoon.

oh hey, fine young thang.

who made you cry?!

just thought i'd say hello.

what a night!!!

yark, you definitely made me feel popular... hi handsome!!!

mariners game... nothing better than a three hour view of ichiro's ass!!!

hang loose girlie!!!

wish my ass were that fine!!! -__-

cheesin; my nigga!!!~~~