i saw the cutest guy at target today. his name was jake- something. idk, but i hope i see him again! (:

just your girl who's searching for the right one! (:

i just feel alone.

why don't i have anyone?
i want a boyfriend too you know?
how come no one notices me?!
how come i don't have the perfect good guy?!
i want a good guy.
a guy who is good to me in general!!!!

The truth though.

No one started to notice me or talk to me until i changed my look. I thought i was cuter back then. But i guess not. Do they even care to get to know my real personalitity? It's hurtful; how shallow this world is.
Every girl around me has her dream guy. When will it be my turn?
I know i said i wouldn't want to be tied down.
But i am lonely.
And i wouldn't mind being with the perfect guy. I just haven't found him.
Seems like everyone else has. :(
I'm sure if i wait long enough, it'll happen.
Not even saying phillip song's name is going to make me feel better.
It makes me feel even worse.
He doesn't even know i exist.

you have no idea how much i miss you.