Exactly how i feel right now...

It occurred to me as things are slowing down that it's always much better when you're around, and it's slowly turning me upside down (upside down X2) You can be who you want to You can see who you want to There's nothing I can tell you now except I'm always thinking of you Even when I don't want to In more ways than I can count Cuz I didn't meant to let you go Should've been the first one to let you know Change your mind And let me slide just one more time It doesn't have to be this way We could stop fighting and wake up in your place, or I could go Leave it to chance and just let this go on... And when we're in the future And now is a million miles away Will we start to reconsider what now belongs to yesterday This whole life is moving fast for me, is it for you the same? And do you dream and when you do, do you wake up saying my name? You can be who you want to You can see who you want to There's nothing I can tell you now except I'm always thinking of you Even when I don't want to In more ways than I can count Cuz I didn't meant to let you go Should've been the first one to let you know Change your mind And let me slide just one more time It doesn't have to be this way We could stop fighting and wake up in your place, or I could go Leave it to chance and just let it go, let it go We were only children still deciding who to be I remember following you, hoping you'd look back at me But then a band became my life And you heard California's nice And then we go older like people do But I didn't mean to let you go

My heart aches so bad. But as of now this is nothing but the best right?! :)

Nothing like good country and tv in the dark! Come back song. Stomach sick and nothing but grumpiness!So this is a challenge to myself, just stop. Stop wanting and do what you do best! Do everything for yourself doan. No more. Just doan! Just me. 💔 yepp...

you are seriously so dumb right now! :)

as of now, i am done. i will mention his name later. i just hate the fact that he tries to tell me what to do. the point is. i can't wait until volunteer this week.. yay!. yes. and cj. fuck you. i am pissed at you. stop trying to tell me you love me when you obviously don't. i ran today. and wow. i need to work on that this week. not too proud of that. but don't worry, things will get good for track! :) then fall in love, make babies, have grandbabies, travel the world, and live happily ever after! :) can't wait. by the time i have kids, they'll probably look at ipads as neanderthal type objects. oh the joys of technology! :)

found pictures from the ninth grade. i was so skinny back then. i will do my best to change it. and i will make my friends again. i can't wait to be the cool girl again! ahaha!!! :) one step at a time.

Done.

Pretty little liars! :)

Nothung like a lazy monday!!! :)

How i met your mother! :)

That's so not raven!

Nothing like doing history work in health. Dude this kid next to me needs ta stop talking to me. He is talking to me about games that i don't care about. And all i can do is awkwardly smile. Get real? Wanna show me something cool? Show me a new album by the beach boys! (:

The sweetest thing! :) love this cheesy movie! :)

Nothing like a late sunday night with wet hair and a late night movie! :) Tangtop and panties! :) that's my night! :) I need a job! More importantly a license! :) I hope that when i am older, i'll be able to help out kids in africa. That's all i ever wanted to do Since i was five! :) hopefully i can travel the world! :) You only live once. I hate when people complain about their somewhat shit lives. Your life is perfect compared to an african child who'll probably die early due to starvation! Shit people. Equals teens.

Holla dem apples babe! :)

Good day at volunteer! :) 25 hours down, 20 hours to go! :) Can't wait till next weekend! :) Getta see my homes adrien lol! :) Jk i feel really excited to help out. You're at the rescue mission, and making food for the hungry? Like that's how i spend my weekends bitch! :) It feels so good to here people thank you, for all your hard work. I wanted to help at the hospital, but what's better? Selling gifts at the gift shop, or seeing an old hungry man smile with his food? I think yall know! :) At first i was doing this for the varsity and just quit afterwards. But now i am gonna come here every weekend. And when i get my license, i will go here During the summer too! :) abd the boys and girls club. It is a hassle to get up early, but you feel good when someone thanks you! :)

I know that i am not the most beautiful girl in the world. but i just pray that one day i can just make myself take advantage of what i was given! :)

2.A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest

 This girl.. ahha, long story. 
MY whore.
MY LESBIAN.
My best friend.
MY handmedowns! :)
MY cow lover.
MY adorable piece of shit.
MY BEST FRIEND! :)

a picture of yourself with 15 facts

1. i love eating! :)
2. my drink is green tea frappachino from Starbucks
3.on my iPod, the beach boys, colbie caillat, and the weekend are most played
4. i love horror movies
5. i am a hopeless romantic
6. i am  afraid of falling in love
7. i'm Vietnamese
8. i sleep
9.  i love writing
10. i love the idea of having blonde hair
11. i love red robins
12. i like the beach, any beach really.
13. i secretly love Sundays
14. i run.
15. i love to smile! :)

  

30 DAY CHALLENGE

30 day challenge

1.A picture of yourself with 15 facts
2.A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
3.A picture of the cast from your favorite show
4.A picture of your favorite night
5.A picture of your favorite memory
…6.A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day
7.A picture of your most treasured item
8.A picture that makes you laugh
9.A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
10.A picture of the person you do the most ****** up things with
11.A picture of something you hate
12.A picture of something you love
13.A picture of your favorite band or artist
14.A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
15.A picture of something you want to do before you die
16.A picture of someone who inspires you
17.A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
18.A picture of your biggest insecurity
19.A picture and a letter
20.A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel
21.A picture of something you wish you could forget
22.A picture of something you wish you were better at
23.A picture of your favorite book
24.A picture of something you wish you could change
25.A picture of your favorite day
26.A picture of something that means a lot to you
27.A picture of yourself and a family member
28.A picture of something you’re afraid of
29.A picture that can always make you smile
30.A picture of someone you miss

maybe i’ll actually finish this one:)

This kidd.

wow, lets just say.... i understand that you are not the relationship type. nor am i looking for a relationship. but what has been going on with you recently? all you can do is look at me everywhere i go. but otherwise, you never talk to me anymore. a hi here and there, and when i approach you, you seem shocked?! like what the fuhk bro?! do you want to be my friend or not?! we are friends right? that's honestly what i wanted from the beginning. i know we don't have classes together anymore, but the least you can do is make an effort or tell me how you feel. but instead, you play mind games and piss me the hell off.

Fancy! :)

hey brittany.

did your momma take away your phone?
why? blog dude.

you're confusing me.

just say that you like me! just say that you want me.
just don't let me down anymore.
just don't hurt me.
just don't scare me away and treat me as if you're not afraid to lose me.


Those are the things that i dread to say.
Those are the things i won't have to say if i am not in a relationship.


Thus, i am scared of relationships. thus, i won't be in one. Thus i will avoid falling...

last yr.

feeling good. Finna do my math hw! :)

Summer Lovin! :)

old.

now that's what i call a night.

FACETIME with my ho.
Vitamin Water
HOW I MET CHURE MOTHER.

oh my god justice.

hey, i know we haven't talked in a long time, but i just found out about your mom. i am so sorry about the pain you probably had to endure within the last few hours. i am terribly sorry that you had lived a terrible life. i hope that you can still talk to me about how you feel, and at  first i felt bitter about our strained out friendship. but just know that i am here for you. and i still care. i will call you tomorrow and tell you how everything is. i really am sorry for your lost. :(

Good Weekend!

 isn't it funny how hott you look in singles pictures and then when you take group pictures you look like shit?

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Oh and you think that you're delicious?

Going to study now! :) cuz that's what bitches do. we study.

Sometimes i miss you.

Then i remember the shit you put me through and i'm like fuck this shit.

Talking to my best friend brandon.
def. need one right now! :)

hey dhere. you're cute.