Exactly how i feel right now...

It occurred to me as things are slowing down that it's always much better when you're around, and it's slowly turning me upside down (upside down X2) You can be who you want to You can see who you want to There's nothing I can tell you now except I'm always thinking of you Even when I don't want to In more ways than I can count Cuz I didn't meant to let you go Should've been the first one to let you know Change your mind And let me slide just one more time It doesn't have to be this way We could stop fighting and wake up in your place, or I could go Leave it to chance and just let this go on... And when we're in the future And now is a million miles away Will we start to reconsider what now belongs to yesterday This whole life is moving fast for me, is it for you the same? And do you dream and when you do, do you wake up saying my name? You can be who you want to You can see who you want to There's nothing I can tell you now except I'm always thinking of you Even when I don't want to In more ways than I can count Cuz I didn't meant to let you go Should've been the first one to let you know Change your mind And let me slide just one more time It doesn't have to be this way We could stop fighting and wake up in your place, or I could go Leave it to chance and just let it go, let it go We were only children still deciding who to be I remember following you, hoping you'd look back at me But then a band became my life And you heard California's nice And then we go older like people do But I didn't mean to let you go